22 December 2011

The world is turning.

For the past days, my mind is not at peace.
I don't know why but it seems like,
I have so many questions regarding Nam Woohyun,
that even me, myself can explain the questions.

To be honest, I still have doubts over Infinite,
Yeah, but now my subject is ONLY Woohyun!
Everything started when my heart ask,
Is his heart really sincere over the things he had done??
Because to me, it doesn't seem like.
I don't how or why I got this feeling,
but one thing for sure it's very disturbing.
I really wish with all whole heart that, 
Nam Woohyun himself could answer this doubts I'm having 
because it's killing me slowly yet deeply.

Everything that I see currently is just not right.
The way he react,
The way he talk,
The way he respond,
The way he answers,
The was he dance,
The way he sing,
EVERYTHING he does is just so wrong!

It seems like he did it because he was forced to,
not because he is sincere in his job.
I'm sorry Woohyun, I really really am.
But if only you could give me a sign,
to answers these doubts.

I know that Woohyun is a good person.
But I just can't find his sincerity these days,
like how I did before when I fell for him..
Please don't force me to hate you because I can't