Seeing people doing so great in dancing makes me sad.
Winning here and there.
Have a strong fanbase.
Sometime, hatred feelings came.
"I can do way better than that person does".
"Why is this person such a show off?".

I felt as if I am such a bad dancer to my fanbase.
Sometime, it's embarassing to say I represent them.
When I dance so badly!

I know I'm good,
I know I can do very well..
But it just doesn't show!

I don't have all the time in the world
to practice like some group does..
and I'm not good looking like some dancers..
I don't have a great body..
But does all these matters??

I'm serious in dancing.
It's part of me.
I just wish my health condition allow me to dance.
I want to practice, be awesome and win!
and be proud to say I represent the fanbase!!

Everything is my fault.

SPM is so near already,
and yet my results are still so bad..
I don't know how to make my marks up again..
and to be honest,
I seriously think I have given up..
I have lost hope already..
My ambition to get straight A's are gone!
I wouldn't blame anyone but myself,
but time is too little now,
I don't think it helps eventhough I try..

Even if I ask for more time,
things will be the same..
Because this is who I am,
and that is one fact that will never change..

I just hope I won't fail..

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!





Boys, trust me, if you do these to me.
The first thing you will get is....
my smelly, smoky school shoe.
I'll reserve this for my husband,
years and years and years to come..

Of All Day~! Why today??

Today, I helped one of my friends with his maths,

So, we pretty much went back abit late..

LUCKILY, we weren't alone, there's 3 of us,

After Jesintha and Jesicca went back..

Things just happen when they want it, haha~

On the way out, his homeroom teacher passed us,

She STOPPED her car infront of us,

Look at us with this look and left laughing..

So bad of her~ ergh!!

That's A story..

Then we passed this one stall infront of our school,

What an unlucky day,

4 of my close teachers were eating there..

The words that came out from my mouth were swearings!

Hahaha~ I think the boys were abit shock to hear that from me..

I never swore so bad like that..

Everybody there turned to see whatsup..

Aigoo~ What an embarrassing day!!

I'm gonna die soon if one of the people there,

made up some stupid unnecessary stories..

My father is gonna kill me for sure~!

Daddy, you don't have to worry!

My heart is 100% stolen by ONLY NAMJA IDOL!

I have no intention of dating or liking any of them!

My goal is one and only one which is for them to be better!

Why not be excel together right?

So, those rumors whatsoever..

It's really unnecessary..

Because everybody is my FRIEND~

~ ^_^ ~

Hey peeps~ How ya'll??

Lately, I haven't been too well..

I get wheezing easily..

But luckily yesterday when I meet my specialist,

It wasn't so bad or he'd kill me, hahaha..

I had to bear breathless moments for at least 3 hours that morn..

Then, my Prof advise me to always carry my inhaler around..
He said, "You can break off with your friends but.."
"NOT with your inhaler! It's ur BFF"
He repeated the word BFF at least 6 times! haha~

He changed my inhaler too..
It's called Symbicort, it's a turbuhaler..
I haven't tried it, so don't know what to expect..
But, the new med is very convenience..
It's small, I can just put t in my pocket..
and I don't have to use chamber with it..

Madly in love..

YANG YOSEOB WAYLT??