Tension.tension.tension.
Why? Of all year? Why this year?
Problems here and there!!!!!!!!!!
* Health problems!
I remember during my early sick days, I used to ask Him the same question everyday over and over and over again. But until when should I continue asking Him the same question? Won't He get bored with me? I stop asking Him for now but when I can't do what I want, the question will just pop out from my mouth. It hurts because it really effects my studies! I can't seat for long without moaning! What more of during exam? Can you imagine? Sitting for 2-3 hours every paper. After each day, I feel like blacking out but I had to stay strong. Like I have any option.. The most hurting is that I'm a SPM candidate! If I stop now, where do I go and what will I do? This are the only question that I can use to myself for not quiting. But, I'm tired of the question!
* Editorial Board is in a MESS!
I'm the head for Editorial this year. I have to say, this year's Editorial is really messy! If last year, our President will get mad at us and I will do the work. I even came to the school and see the teacher all the time. Not to mention during SPM last year. Our President don't even bother about it. I do most of the works. If this year, when I get mad, my staffs will be talking this and that or whatever they want. Too spoiled! Sometime, I even wonder if they can do work or not. Plus, the teacher itself doesn't even bother about the Board! What kind of teacher is that? If you don't want to care about the Board, the don't join! If anything happen, I will get scolded. People say, it's part of being a leader. WTF? Which part of being leader is it if no one can follow order and just do what they want. I'm seriously gonna resign but I pity other teacher who work hard for the Board. If I resign it will be bad for other teacher. For now, I'm just gonna wait and see what others next move is. I'm not gonna be bothered with it anymore!
* Teens problem!
All healthy teenagers go through this problem. So I don't think, I should elaborate. Everybody must go through this time of the life.
All healthy teenagers go through this problem. So I don't think, I should elaborate. Everybody must go through this time of the life.
