My new obsession..

Being me, I will always know about Malaysian artist,
or other artist activities in Malaysia..
It's just a matter whether I care bout them or not..

As for Double A, I've known him for quite sometime,
I watch almost all of his movie,
Trying to change my perspective about Malaysian Artist,
Can't help but to say he is AMAZING,
but he is not even a Malaysian Born..
Well, at least he is a Malaysian now..
I guess???????? Hahahahaha~
I shall re-confirm this matter later..

He is also the one and only reason,
I'm watching Malay Drama again after 5 years..
Watching him makes me feel better,
Usually, if I watch Malay Drama/Movie,
I will definitely say bad things..
But, as for him, his acting is just nice and acceptable..
I never thought I would say he is really AMAZING!
Perhaps, I will change my perspective regarding Malay Artist soon..

It would be a complete lie if I say I like,
Double A NOT because of his amazingly hansome look..
But, his acting is also very GOOD!
I'm sure he is bored listening to people saying he is hansome,
than a GREAT Actor, here it is YOU ARE AN AMAZING ACTOR!
I really salute you! Wish to meet you in person one day..

And for the first time as I'm known as K-Popers,
I actually forgot about my Namja Idols,
and try connecting with local artist..
This is something new to me, I do hope to get use to it soon!

Don't get me wrong, I like Malaysian Artist,
KRU and people under them has been part of me..
Aznil, Adam, Awal, Syamsul themselves are a GREAT entertainer..
There are many Malaysian Artist that I look upon too,
But, I think newcomers are destroying their good name..

WHO is Double A again?
Come on! Who does not know him?
He is the AMAZING Aaron Aziz~


LOVE HIM FREAKING MUCH!
P/S: Why are you married? with 3 kids some more T___T

My Boring LIfe. . . . . . . . . .

For the past 5 months of 2011,
I have to say, it has been super crazy!


1
I THINK, or as long as my mind can remember,
this is the first time in my life that,
*I've meet so many doctors!
*I've meet 2 new specialists!
*I've meet the same doctors for many times!
IN SUCH A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME!
Every month, some everyweek. Luckily not every DAY!
If everday, I'll do mad instead of healthy, kekeke~
For? all sort of diseases.. 


2
I think I have taken more than 30 types of medicine,
not to mention those which are not taken by oral..
Like I said before, I have meds of all sorts of colour,
From black --> white, basically all the colours in the world..
Some taste like, OMYGODNESS! Only God knows! haha..


3
Oh! Did I ever mention that I start using SERETIDE again?
and hell yeah, I have to take 4 PUMPS a DAY!
Prof Fauzi change it back because I was freaking sick that day..
Then, yesterday I went to GH,
the specialist that change SERETIDE to FLIXOTIDE,
Doc Asiah, with the hope that I'm actually all better was like "WTF"
Hahaha~ yeah, obviously I know the dose it freaking HIGH!
She said to just maintain it but I have to see her more frequent..
Because you can't just change my high dose to low..


4
Next, I've been expose to too much of radiation! haha..
In March, I've been to Radiology Unit for 4 TIMES!
Should I repeat? IN MARCH ONLY! 4 TIMES!
I've taken 2 X-Rays, 1 CT Scan and 1 MRI,
but MRI doesn't count, it doesn't have radiation like others..
For both Respiratory and Orthopedic..


5
I've also done Lung Function or whatever they call it, huhu~
Done it 2 times and will do it again in July..
Hate doing it, because it HURTS!!!!!!!
and everytime I do it, I will definitely got a headache..


6
Recently, the readings for my peak flow is not stable!!
That day, I went to see Prof Fauzi,
he was like so freaking happy that I'm healthier,
and my peak flow was 380, even I was SHOCKed,
My usuall range are 300-350, 380 is really amazing!
But yesterday, I went to GH and the reading was only 280-310..

Currently, 
I'm in high dose of Seretide and take singulair for asthma,
Physio everyweek and have to wear BACK SUPPORT for bone..
That's all, Welcome to My Boring Life..!

..........

I'm sorry that we are not in our best relation.
I'm sorry that I get annoyed easily nowdays..
I'm sorry if I hurt you by saying your name..
I'm sorry that I can't face you right now..
I'm sorry that I hate my life so damn fucking much right now..
I'm sorry that I just wanna give up life..
I'm sorry for everything..

Please give me sometime to adjust,
There are just too many things going on inside my mind,
So many unsettled stuff..
I don't want things to get worst..
Just lemme be in peace,
I'm sure I can find my way back..
If I don't try to stand on my own feet,
I can never trust myself again!

Miss Intan Noorfaiza.

I'm not angry, there's nothing to be mad at..
Don't worry about me, I'm absolutely fine..
I just don't feel like talking..

How Do I Overcome It?

yow everybody! Sorry for not updating.
My last post makes me don't wanna update! haha..

What day is today again? Ah~ Friday!
My father asked me, when is your last paper?
I told him, Today is the final SUBJECT but not paper..
yeah, basically I did a lame joke to release my stress..

Then, as I was about to go home after school..
I bumped into one of my close teacher..

I can't remember at all how it starts,
But I remember clearly how it ends..
She told me to stay positive at all mean..
She told me, I must be asking a lot why of all year..
Yes, I admit.. I always ask Allah the same question..
She said, it's Allah way to show that Allah love me,
by giving me a bit more test so,
when I overcome it I can feel a lot of satisfaction..
Always stay strong and just do your best!

I seriously don't know whether I can do it or not..
and I am worried like crazy! What to do?

I'm JunSeob Wifey forever!

0.o

Stress.stress.stress.

Tension.tension.tension.

Why? Of all year? Why this year?

Problems here and there!!!!!!!!!!

* Health problems!

I remember during my early sick days, I used to ask Him the same question everyday over and over and over again. But until when should I continue asking Him the same question? Won't He get bored with me? I stop asking Him for now but when I can't do what I want, the question will just pop out from my mouth. It hurts because it really effects my studies! I can't seat for long without moaning! What more of during exam? Can you imagine? Sitting for 2-3 hours every paper. After each day, I feel like blacking out but I had to stay strong. Like I have any option.. The most hurting is that I'm a SPM candidate! If I stop now, where do I go and what will I do? This are the only question that I can use to myself for not quiting. But, I'm tired of the question!

* Editorial Board is in a MESS!

I'm the head for Editorial this year. I have to say, this year's Editorial is really messy! If last year, our President will get mad at us and I will do the work. I even came to the school and see the teacher all the time. Not to mention during SPM last year. Our President don't even bother about it. I do most of the works. If this year, when I get mad, my staffs will be talking this and that or whatever they want. Too spoiled! Sometime, I even wonder if they can do work or not. Plus, the teacher itself doesn't even bother about the Board! What kind of teacher is that? If you don't want to care about the Board, the don't join! If anything happen, I will get scolded. People say, it's part of being a leader. WTF? Which part of being leader is it if no one can follow order and just do what they want. I'm seriously gonna resign but I pity other teacher who work hard for the Board. If I resign it will be bad for other teacher. For now, I'm just gonna wait and see what others next move is. I'm not gonna be bothered with it anymore!

* Teens problem!
All healthy teenagers go through this problem. So I don't think, I should elaborate. Everybody must go through this time of the life.

I love my specialists!

Annyeong!
Sometime life is just weird, isn't it?

As you all know, I have been very sick this year..
Right now, I'm seeing;
3 Specialists..
1 Physiotheraphist..

I have about 4 different appoinment cards,
I have to learn different exercises every physio,
I have different medicines from different specialists,

Not to mention,
they are not from the same hospital.
and not in the same specialized field..

Even if I plus my grandparents and my parents,
they also don't have appointments and specialists like I do..

Up until now, I already have appointments until July
and all of it are with different doctors..

I basically meet each doctor every 3 months
if nothing serious happen to me,
If 3 months then, I don't have a month without seeing any specialists!

and yet people still talk bad about me,
If you don't know anything,
whta you need to do is just shut up!
That's all~ It's not even hard..
or try being in my shoes!