I'm sick and tired and I wanna quit~

A week of school break just ended.
I take really good care of myself..
Or at least I think I did, huhu~

Today, Monday, So much for a new start..
Everybody was at the tarmac as usuall for assembly..
I took pictures like always..
But, I took halfway because I can't even click the capture button..
Why? Because my lower back pain was really really really bad..
That I could faint so before I create a scene,
I handle the camera to my junior..

As I sat back, the pain was so so so so bad, I want to scream!
After the assembly, there's a short meeting about SPM candidate,
but since the pain was so bad I can only hear without looking..
After everything ended, I went up to the office, called my dad and rest..

As I was resting, I could feel my bone craking and criking and crooking..
HAHAHAHA~ I hope you understand what I meant..
I can't even move, one move means pain..
The pain was so bad that I even teared..

Then my father came, we immediately go to the hospital.
I waited for the docted like ages~ X(
Luckily he did see me..
He ask me a few questions and check me..

So, here's the thing~

A. warded and get painkiller shots..
B. eat medicine and stay home..
C. physiotherapy and eat medicine and stay home..

All required me being in bed all the time..
I can't walk too much, can't move too much..
and medicines are a MUST..
and what else?? Guess what?
MRI.. MRI~ MRI~

Can't my condition get any worse?
I mean X-ray, CT Scan now MRI??
I'm seriously scared, I missed A LOT of school already..

To be honest, I'm scared to take MRI..
It's like being in a coffin or something..
Even the doctor can tell that I'm afraid by lo0king into my eyes..

The worst that could happen in this case is operation..
I have to remove my disc or something..
Well, I hope I don't have to!

Now that my asthma is getting better my bone is getting worse..
I'll just have to see and wait..
Wait and wait and more waiting..

Should I just quit school and start next year?
Can I dear goverment??

I can't even join my choral speaking team.
I memorise and practice so hard..
It's all USELESS now!!

I have to go now since my back hurt so badly..
I can't seat nor stand for long..