Vacation - Day 1

Reach the Hospital at about 9 something in the morning,
When straight to the Specialist Center, 7th Floor..
When to see the nurse and register..
After that, when to my room..
Ward Sutera - Room 7 (Single Bed)

At about 10:30 when to take X-Ray..
Everybody there was guys..
It feels weird, huhu~
Who have when to X-Ray or CT Scan or MRI knows why..
Hahahahaha..

Then went back to my room,
The nurse take my blood..
I LOST SO MANY BLOOD THAT DAY!! T__T

My parents when back home,
I stayed alone and ate lunch..
Gosh~ Only GOD knows how I felt..
The food was.......... O.o
Like Hospital food, HAHA~

After lunch I read books, rest and sleep..
Then My Mom came back..

At About 2.30PM went back to Radiology for MRI..
Everybody there was also guys~
I guess, Guys love Radiology, haha~
But the OppaS there was NICE..
They talk nicely and even wear the headphones for me..
and put the blankie for me..

The thing is, before I came to the Radiology
I was sleeping and my room was so cold,
then I take "wudhu", The water was freezing!!
and inside the MRI itself was COLD!!!
I was shivering when doing the MRI~
The OppaS there thought I was scared..
Hahahahaha~ Actually I was freezing @_@
Oh ya, did I ever mention that I was brought on wheelchair?
So embarassing and yeah not to mention,
I'm wearing Hospital clothes~ XD

Then went back to my room,
after a while, went to Physiotheraphy Unit..
My therapist was nice! I LIKE HER! haha..
After Physio went back to my room..

On the way back, I meet my Respiratory Specialist..
OM Jimmy Choo~ HA HA HA HA..
How can a specialist be so good-looking?? keke~

I could tell he was wondering why I was in the hospital,
and wearing hospital clothes..
Since he was my specialist ofcz he wonder..
Then, he remembered that I have another Specialist for Orthopedic..
We talk for awhile and I went back to my room..
He is such a nice guy..

Later that night, my father n sisters came..
WOAH~ HAPPY!
The hospital was upside down.. Hahaha..
We take photos and eat and talk..

Then my father when for sleep study..
My sister went back home..
My mom stayed with me..
and Goodnight~ hahahaha..
As you can see, it was a busy day for me..
Yet, I still can't sleep..

I'm sick and tired and I wanna quit~

A week of school break just ended.
I take really good care of myself..
Or at least I think I did, huhu~

Today, Monday, So much for a new start..
Everybody was at the tarmac as usuall for assembly..
I took pictures like always..
But, I took halfway because I can't even click the capture button..
Why? Because my lower back pain was really really really bad..
That I could faint so before I create a scene,
I handle the camera to my junior..

As I sat back, the pain was so so so so bad, I want to scream!
After the assembly, there's a short meeting about SPM candidate,
but since the pain was so bad I can only hear without looking..
After everything ended, I went up to the office, called my dad and rest..

As I was resting, I could feel my bone craking and criking and crooking..
HAHAHAHA~ I hope you understand what I meant..
I can't even move, one move means pain..
The pain was so bad that I even teared..

Then my father came, we immediately go to the hospital.
I waited for the docted like ages~ X(
Luckily he did see me..
He ask me a few questions and check me..

So, here's the thing~

A. warded and get painkiller shots..
B. eat medicine and stay home..
C. physiotherapy and eat medicine and stay home..

All required me being in bed all the time..
I can't walk too much, can't move too much..
and medicines are a MUST..
and what else?? Guess what?
MRI.. MRI~ MRI~

Can't my condition get any worse?
I mean X-ray, CT Scan now MRI??
I'm seriously scared, I missed A LOT of school already..

To be honest, I'm scared to take MRI..
It's like being in a coffin or something..
Even the doctor can tell that I'm afraid by lo0king into my eyes..

The worst that could happen in this case is operation..
I have to remove my disc or something..
Well, I hope I don't have to!

Now that my asthma is getting better my bone is getting worse..
I'll just have to see and wait..
Wait and wait and more waiting..

Should I just quit school and start next year?
Can I dear goverment??

I can't even join my choral speaking team.
I memorise and practice so hard..
It's all USELESS now!!

I have to go now since my back hurt so badly..
I can't seat nor stand for long..

sigh is only thing I can do..

Coughing means vomiting.
Vomiting means Gasping for air.
Gasping for air means tears.
Tears means pain.
and Pain is all over me..

Sharing is caring but sharing pain is never caring!
Hahahahahaha~

For the past 3 weeks, I have been experiencing all the pain..
The part that hurts the most is when I was gasping for air..
My eyes were like so widely opened and just gasping..
The situation is far more worst than my asthma attack..
What hurts more is how my parents watch me..
It hurst so much that I don't want them to experince it with me..

Korean made me like this..

Hello Everybody, it has been long isn't it?
Hahahaha~ I'm very sorry..
As most of you have known,
I have been super duper ultra extra sick lately..
Even typing hurts so much, so I just online shortly..

As I was saying, Korean~
I was known for my language skills, right?
kekekekke~ sorry! Just wanna brag! HA HA HA!

Well, not really, my languages are actually very weak,
I got greedy whenever there's a new language that interest me..

My Malay used to be good in my younger days..
I always got A, nowdays, even B also difficult..
So, what is my first language again? hahahaha~
I have to admit, Malay is never easy!

My English is just the same, the only language I could be proud of..
Even if it's only a little, I'm still proud of it~ kekeke..
The only language I could count on! huhu~
I love English, I don't know why, I just do..

Then, I started to learn a bit of Mandarin,
it happens when my sister learn that language,
and I started to like Taiwanese Artists, like,
Fahrenheit and Jay Chou..
So, I can a little bit of Mandarin..

Later, I got obsess with Anime..
It's kinda hard to find new series on the net with subs,
So, I also learn a bit of Japanese..
Eventhough, I can't understand all,
A little bit can bring satisfaction..
I mean come on, I was only 11 years old when I learn it..

Late of 2006, when I was 12 years old,
I got involved with devil called K-POP..
This little devil is inside of me until now and is never fading away..
and yes, comparing to Anime, Korean sub are more difficult to find..
I got interested in Korean, I would like to talk in that language..
But korean is seriously NOT a JOKE..
They got all those informal and formal and all sort of way of talking,
Until NOW, 2011, and I'm 17 Years Old..
I can only say a few words or a very simple sentence in Korean..

This is what happen when you become greedy!
and now, I lost my Japanese and Mandarin skills..
It's sucks so bad!!
Because I tried so hard to learn all those
but it just fly away like that!
I almost gave up on Korean now! SERIOUSLY!
and I don't know where will my skills lead me..
So, until then, I guess, I have to try not to stop!