Miss Intan Noorfaiza, you suffer so much

Heyya Omma ^_^
How are you?
Im really worried,
I always do, when I know your are sick..
Im not gonna give you any sympathy or somthing like that,
cause I know you don't want it..
All you want is your health..

You are so strong!
If Im in your place,
I don't know how Im gonna handle it..
Even, when Im a lil sick <--compared to u but not to others
I already feel so unlucky and so ungifted..

Plus, my condition nowdays is so unstable..
My sickness just come and go as it pleasure itself..
It really sucks!
Im hating my life even more now..

Yea, people don't understand..
Sickness that come and go is so unpredictable,
Then, others can just say Im faking it..
But, Im really2 not..

Seriously, at times I just feel like quiting school and
everything that Im doing nowdays..

The things I can do when Im sick is,
-be with my lappy,
-watching tv
-and sleep

that's all, what else can I do?
I can't move.
I can't walk what more of run.
I can't be jumping and hoping here n there.
I CAN'T BREATHE!

then, tell me what should I do,
when I can't even eat..