I'm speechless..

I'm was just about to be happy~
Why is the world so cruel??
I went to see my orthopedic specialist today..
Guess what he said??

He said, there's nothing he can do about my pain..
Well, isn't that a candy to my ear?
I was about to cry in his room just now..
I'm suffering this pain for about 2 months already..
and there's nothing that can be done,
except for physio..

If I'm sick outside from house how?
If I'm inside my house, I can do my exersice..
But if outside, I can't..
How can I, my exercise are all very extreme!
I can be lying down on the floor as I pleased..

And he said, He will try his best after my SPM..
I really hope I get better soon!
I can't wait until I finish my SPM..
It's too long, I can't bare with it..
It really affect my studies..

I'm sick but I'm happy!

Today is a super tiring day!
I'm so tired and my whole body hurts so badly.
I can't sit or stand nor sleep..
The pain in unexplainable!

But, I had fun and so happy in the morning.
Like SOOO MUCH FUN!!
I guess it's pay back time now,
Since, I forgot that I'm sick..

So many things happen!
I was screaming and shouting and jumping,
and rooting so loudly at the stadium just now..

and taking crazy photos with my friends,

Not to mention, I was here and there all the time!

I couldn't stay put at all..

And obviously I have to take photos for the school too!

Some of it didn't turn out well tho, 

my camera was sick today! kekekeke~

I also take photos with cute guys! HAHA..
Since, I was near the PC place,
I also help them..
I really pity them who got hurt..
At least I did help a bit, I feel relieved for helping..
so many unexpected things happened!

I was even said to be my junior's gurl..
WTH?? hahaha.. Doesn't make any sense..
Come on! He is my JUNIOR!!!
Everybody knows I'm very close to my editorial babies..
They calling me to one corner of the stadium is also an issue..
I don't understand these people that love rumour so much..

But I don't care!
All I care about is that I had fun and I'm happy!

My Everyday Life.

My life nowdays is a bit strict and straight forward.

As soon I wake up from my beauty sleep,
I have to exercise or in other word is what I learn during physiotheraphy.
It's not that I have to exercise vigorously.
It's just some simple work out to strenghten my back.

Then, went to school like what other 17 year old girl should be doing..

After school, I relax a bit and continue with my homework.

Later, I start doing my revision.

Before I went to sleep,
I will paste "ACUSTOP" on my back so it doesn't hurt so much.
Sometime eventhough I paste it, I still can't sleep,
because my back pain is really bad..

Other than that, I have to eat my medicines and use my inhaler..
and normal routines like bathing, eating, sleeping and all..

After school activities includes,
Physio on Tuesday,
Koko on Wednesday,
Tuition on Thursday and Friday..

* As you can see, I don't really have time for myself..
Sometime, I don't even sleep enough..
and this routine is really tiring..
But, I better be tired now or I shall regret later..
So please don't mess with me as I'm really tired when I go to school..

meds oh meds, where are you?

I woke up at 6 something in the evening today,
and my WHOLE BODY HURTS LIKE HELL..
Then I realised that I haven't ate my medicine..
When I wanna eat it, it was GONE!
Like literally GONE!
I can't find it anywhere T_______________T
My whole body is so sore right now..
I wanna cry out loud~

MUAHAHA~

Today is the first time I went to school in such a long time..
It was fine but it was a bit boring..
Since, not many was a round.
But at least I did learn something today..

Next week I have to start another photography session..
To be honest, it's not a burden since I like to take photos,
but I get annoyed easily when things doesn't go my way..

If years before this, I'm not the one incharge,
So if anything goes wrong, I don't really feel it..
I feel it at that time but it will be gone after that..
If now, I have to take responsability for everything..
Not just for myself but for what my staff does too..

weeweeeweeeeeeee~

I'm getting bored of my own blog! Hahaha~
Everything is about me being sick and everything about sick!
I should be writitng about other stuff than about sick, huhu~
Mian everybody~