sick sick sick sick sick me~

Let me start with how many days,
I'm unable to come to school in One and a HALF MONTHS..
From 3rd January until 18th February 2011,
I'm didn't come to school for 5+1+1+1+1= 9 days.

And not to mention,
I have missed so many classes because of my photography session
and I miss 3 EXAM PAPERS because of stupid sick body!

I went to see the doctor this Monday, he gave me 4 medicines.
I follow all the instructions well and finish all of it already.

Eventhough, I eat ALL the medicines,
My body are 100% against it~!!
My cough are never better, infact, it got a LOT MORE WORST.
You can hear my coughing from downstairs,
Even if I'm inside my room.
That's how LOUD it is,
and not to mention, HOW HURTING it is..

and YES! I kept vomiting..
Last night was the worst,
I VOMIT almost 3 TIMES, every 1 HOUR.
Imagine how everybody was inside my house,
with me counghing and vomiting in the middle of night..

I feel really bad for everybody,
Especially, my parents,
They also can't sleep last night watching me.

Since I'm not getting any better,
Today, Friday, I went back to see the doctor,
He gave me 4 more different types of medicines.

So, in 5 days, I have eat 8 types of medicines with all sorts of colour!
Blue, Green, Pink, Yellow, White, Chocolate, and Black.
I also have to take 3 other type of medicines,
and I got ONE SHOT at my butt today!
It HURTS LIKE HELL!!!!!!
I'm not scared of it but injection at butt really hurts.

The thing is, I never even got better,
It just got A LOT MORE WORST,
Now, I also got muscular and stomach pain
and I'm at LOST..

My neck is really in pain.
I can't even move my head.
It's like wearing a cast,
you can't look up or down nor to the sides.
Even, lying down or getting up is painful too..
I've been walking like a crazy person..
Hahahaha~ It's funny to look at myself..

and PEOPLE ARE TALKING,
they just can't seem to mind their own business.


P/S: I hope my maths teacher read this,
I know she don't even care about me,
But, I really wanted to tell her that I'm sorry..
I've missed her paper twice already.
One thing for sure, it's not on purpose.
If I did on purpose, I might as well,
skip add maths, chemistry and physics.
I just can't seem to tell her sorry.
I can't even look at her nowdays.
I really2 hope she read this.
Someone help~

Colours are B2UTIFUL~ 2

Continuing my last post Colours are B2UTIFUL.
As I was saying, the meaning of the colours I like,

~Lime Green,
I started to like lime green in 2004 when my family wore Lime Green as a theme colour for "Hari Raya". I find the colour very bright and energetic. Not many people know Lime Green. People only notice Lime Green this last few years and starts buying things in Lime Green and the MOST IMPORTANT thing is that, in my "JUNSEOB BOOK", Lime Green is the official colour for Yang Yoseob.

~Aqua,
First of all, in my "JUNSEOB BOOK", Aqua is Yong Junhyung's official colour. Same with Lime Green, I think Aqua is an energetic colour! Although sometime the colour is a pain to my eyes, seeing it makes me happy and hyper! and ofcz Aqua is one of the good colours to highlight something! heeee~


~Black,
Black is a special colour. Eventhough the colour is very dull and boring. Black has always been people's favorite colour. The colour's elegance is unexplainable. Black is an all time favorite colour. I start to really adore Black when I was 12 where I stared to become a goth. *OMG! FIRST TIME REVEALING THIS* Goth is all about dull and dark. For me, Black is also simple.

~White,
White is just so pure! I think white is way more sexier than black. I don't know why, I just do. I wear white more often than any other colour and I JUST LOVE WHITE PANTS! I have all sorts of white pants! haha~ I was kinda hoping BEAST's official colour was white but oh well, DON'T BOTHER! hahaha~ Since, we already have our own official colour! hehehehehe~

~Purple,
I love all sorts of Purple, from the darkest to the lightest! Purple is nice and a popular colour! So, whenever I wanna find something in Purple, I'd be easy. Well~ Not that easy but always easier than Midnight Blue! hahaha~ I think I have everything in Purple! From hair, pins, make-ups, nail colour, all sorts of clothes, shoes.. EVERYTHING except Pants, and I'm planning to get one! hahahaha~ Oh! I forgot, I got LIMEGREEN pants! kekeke~ SO WEIRD~ and in my "JUNSEOB BOOK" Purple is the official colour for JUNSEOB!

~Pearl Midnight Blue.
I knew Pearl Midnight Blue because of BEAST. When I say because of BEAST, I'm sure MOST you guys will say I like this colour because of them. I won't deny it. Yes, I do like the colour because of them! I mean, what do you expect? I'm a B2UTY! hahaha~ But, the colour is actually very NICE and RARE! You can't find this colour easily. Because of it's rareness, sometime, people even mistaken it's real colour! Hahaha~ I'm GLAD, I'm a Pearl Midnight Bluer because the colour is EXCLUSIVE! and I also HATE it because, it's so hard to find stuff in that colour!

Wonder what JUNSEOB BOOK is? It's just an ordinary book that I bought to paste and stick and write or disscuss about my dear dear JUNSEOB! that all~

Colours are B2UTIFUL~

There are 101 colours in the world.
Just imagine if I say the word "blue".
It could be Sky blue, Ocean blue, Aqua, Dark blue, Light blue, 
Midnight Blue, Sapphire blue, Indigo and many more!
And blue is only ONE PRIMARY colour.
This haven't include yellow, red and green yet.

This is just the intro for my post,
What I want to share is, colours that I like.
Or you can say colours that I always use!
I won't say it's my FAVORITE colour,
because all colour is beautiful and 
got it's own speciality characteristics,
and I LOVE COLOURS!

The colours are,
--> LIME GREEN.
--> AQUA.
--> BLACK.
--> WHITE.
--> PURPLE.
--> PEARL MIDNIGHT BLUE.

and as usuall, these colours represent something
just like the numbers, I have shared quite sometime ago on this post right here -->  Meaningful Numbers To Me but since it's already 1 in the morning and I have a very tiring day today. I'll post up the meanings tomorrow. Goodnight for now, sleep well, have a good sleep everybody! LUBYA~


*please be noted that some of the colour that I've highlighted are not it's colour. I can't get the right colour. It's the closes that I can get to the real colours

Saengil Chukahae Oppa~

Tomorrow is 9th February. Do you guys know what day is that? Obviously, NO! Hahahaha~ Tomorrow is our Hankyungie Oppa's Bithday. Well, he doesn't use this name anymore but I'm still gonna use this name because I knew him by this name. Eventhough, I told you guys I wanna use the name Hangeng, I just can't seem to use up that name. I guess the name Hankyung itself is inside me. 

I wish you can read this. If only you have twitter, I might end up spamming it already! Hahahaha~ I really hope Oppa will come back to Super Junior. I know how much you love them, and they love you. Oppa, SM have step down! Should should be back! I didn't even got the chance to see you! Do you know how dissapointing it is to not be able to see you when the others are right infront of me? You belong with SuJu no matter how or what other did to you! and SuJu is NOT COMPLETE without you! They need their one and only International Member and their SUPERB DANCER. Kyuhyun can't take your place! I CAN'T AGREE!! No offense to Kyuhyun but YOU ARE THE BEST! 

You also break HanChul apart~ MY FIRST LOVE! I know HanChul is still alive but but but I want you guys to be together ALWAYS! HanChul is meant together forever! I don't approve anything beside this! I'm sorry that HanChul drop to second after JUNSEOB but you guys still remain inside me and that will never change.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY OPPA! Hope you will always be happy and return to Super Junior. ELFs, will always be waiting for you until forever and ever! I LOVE YOU and HOPE to see you soon as 13+2=ELF

Things To Know (Part 1)

- I rarely talk full malay to someone I just meet or someone I'm not really close to. This is because I don't know how to call myself. "Aku. I, Saya,". So, I'll just end up using something like "Yea, I've eaten" wherelse, I can just say "Ak da mkn da" to a closer friend. If not, I'll just use up my own name like "zue" but usually, people don't ask your name. Weird isn't it? Which part of having conversation with a stranger if you don't know their name. Usually, I would be the one who will ask their name. Obviously. haha~

- When I'm serious, I meant it. I'm a person that likes to talk and sometime I play a lot. Yea, meaning not serious. But, if I say something that are unexpected, that means I really want it and when I say it. I mean it, if I can't get it, it's not that I'll make a big deal of it but people will just realised it.

- I hate eating at stalls. Especially near the road, dark, and dirty. It's not like Im offending them, it's just that sometime they don't really take care of the food and the environment. I'm a more choosy person of the place to eat rather than the food served. It is like, see the outer, then the service and food. If not ok, then I deserve to comment. So, future husband, remember this. Ha Ha Ha Ha..

- I'm very moody once I woke up from sleep especially on school days. Hahahahaha. It's that I'm all moody or something it's just that I don't like to talk in the morning.. I need some warm up! Hahahaha.. Usually, I only start talking after 7.30 AM. I don't know why or how but it just happen. But on some rare days, I start to talk once I open my eyes. Usually this happen if we are going on vacation or something.. Heeeeee~

- I'm a very forgetful person. I think everybody got this disease. Hahahaha. But, I think mine is very bad. I have to like write everything been said to me or I'll surely forgot it. Well, ofcz I'm NOT a forgetful person 24/7. Usually, I will forgot things if I was told only once and I didn't do it immediately.

MESS! MESS! MESSY!!!

Today was the first photography session for 2011. 

Considering it's my first time doing this all by myself. 

OMG! It was such a MESS!! 

This is what happen when you never practice doing everything by your own. 

So, this year, I want all of my photographers to take the picture. 

I want them to practice and not become like me because
I won't be in the school next year to help them. 

We will rotate to take the photos unlike last year. 

It's not that last year the photographers didn't rotate.

 They all rotate BUT the BIG PROBLEM is, they are all Form 5. 

So, when they left the school, I was left with nothing! 

I'm just lucky I took some photos last year and I have MY DADDY
or I'll be in big Big BIG trouble! 

When I took one of the class photo just now, 

I'm almost at the point of giving up! 

If last year, they all have experience and have back-ups. 

If this year, I AM the back-up. 

This is the only time in my life I really wish 
EMIR, SYAMIEL, HAFIZ, n KHAIRI was there. 

Feel like crying just now. I'll just work hard and help my "sygs" out. 

conflicts oh conflicts..

Before I start talking nonsense, lemme ask one question.
WHY IN THE HELL SHOULD I CHANGE??

Look here and read please my dear stupid fellows,
I've start DANCING and go by the name B,
longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg before I meet them.
SO WHAT THE HECK???

If you don't want us to have the same common thing,
ASK THEM TO CHANGE!!
Because I did everything first,
and NO WAY I'm backing off~!!!

I'M A FAST FORWARD
I'm always ahead of everything!

Oh ya, if I wrote this,
Confirm! I can GUARENTEE 100% they will start all those sarcastic talk and not to mention so that the whole school knew.