u tell me, tell me why? why?

aaiiiggggoooooooo~
Im having a very super duper ultra depressing week..
If you guys have been checking my facebook Im sure you guys are wondering what the heck is "6+9+5=mati pokai" right?
You see, actually there will be 3 big Big biG BIG  event that will be held on SEPTEMBER but luckily one of the event is still under survey and is not 100% confirm yet, the events planned is


-BEAST 1ST ANNIVERSARY GATHERING & HYUNSEUNG'S BIRTHDAY PARTY

-ZE:A PRIVATE AND EXCLUSIVE SHOWCASE & FANMEETING

-SHINEE FANMEETING


So, BEAST Anniversary Gathering will be on the 18th September, a freaking freakishly IMPORTANT date. If I didn't attend this event there are 99.9% chances Im gonna die the next time I meet the other lovely B2UTYs. ZE:A's event was estimated to be on the 12th September. WTFrogie Frog? This is A 110% CONFIRM that I cannot attend because it's RAYE and if they do it earlier it'd be fasting month. What concerns me the most is that Im afraid this event will be postponed to 18th September which will be a HELL for me. Ofcause If the Anniversary Gathering got BEAST, I will attend it without hesitating because BEAST wons EVERYTHING! even Super Junior lost to SUPER BEAST! haha but the event won't be any BEAST and If I went to ZE:A's event a 200% CONFIRMATION that ZE:A will be there without hesitants. So, right now Im really praying hard that these events won't clashed! and about the SHINee's event there isn't any confirmation about the date yet but it was said that they will be coming to Malaysia on September too.


But if both ZE:A and SHINee both came on September>October>November>December there wouldn't be much different pown because I have to find presents for them and also I have to buy their tickets and not to mention I CONFIRM2 gonna buy presents for MY MOST BELOVED OPPAS', BEAST. Haisyoo~ these Namja Idols are really making me poor..

**PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T MAKE ALL THeSE SUPER IMPORTANT EVENTS CLASHED!

zue <----praying freaking HARD!

Meet My Cute Gummy Bears ;)

Im sure NOT many of you guys know Teen Top, right?
Eventhough the have debuted for quite some time already.

TEEN TOP stands for;
T - Teenager
E - EmoBoys
E - Emoticon
N - Next Generation

T - Talent
O -Object
P - Praise

SO, HERE THEY ARE :)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The Cute Guppies Are :
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I still cannot accept the fact that two of them are younger than I am..
These Idols are just getting younger n younger..
Obviously, Im not getting any older.. bwahahahahaha

HANKYUNG OPPA?

Now that I have posted a few pictures of him and Heechul,

It really reminds me of those beautiful old days,

How could this happen?

Super Junior was meant to be together!

Do you forget the 13+2=E.L.F ? ? ?

Even Zhoumi n Henry is still around..

Why can't you just stay with us?

I didn't even got the chance to see you in person..

I really hate the fact that you are not here already..

I can't fully blame oppa coz yea, it's true,

The manager is very bad and mean!

I've read the article about it..

It really saddens me~

But, oppa really shouldn't leave..

OPPA! E.L.Fs really miss you..

PLEASE COMEBACK!

<---we'll be waiting for u~

uh? ouhhhhh~~ ahah! yeye, oho? wuwuwuwuwu . . .

IM BACK<---  BACK <--- BACK  YOWW PEEPSZ! :D

right now I also don't feel like writing anything,

I think it's because Im addicted to picture spamming already..

AHAH! XD

Today's Pictures Is About The One and Only . . .

WHO ARE THESE TWO HOTTIE ? ? ?

IT'S NON OTHER THAN OUR VERY OWN

HANCHUL

we love you guys so much..

Hankyungie oppa, non odie?

attention please, drop the beat! meet HIM ! ! ! ! XD

MY DEAR BABY SAYANG

YANG YOSEOB

Yang Yoseob's YOZM

*YOZM is like twitter*

right now i just feel like spamming pictures, haha..

so i don't think i will be posting long writen stuff :)

in a "gatai" mood that's why all the photos are of him laying down, bwahahahaha

that's it for now! (i guess) more photos tomorrow.. wee~~

i was just wondering why he loves to put his hands between his legs XD

In such a freaking big world, why must this happen to me?

I have Editorial Board stuff for 2 days in a row,
as usuall I will be the most freaking tired..
The first day I was even fasting yet I do most of the work..
Today, a friend was fasting,
so basically she coundn'y even move..
what the fuck?? I DID MOST OF THE WORK EVEN WHEN IM FASTING!
BULLSHIT LA WEYH!!!!!!! Im seriously unsatisafied with both of them..

Today, that thing ended so I thought of going to dinner outseide with others,
who would have thought? NONO! so thoughable, my mom starts a war..
the cause is just because my dad went to office for a while to take a letter..
My father did go to office this few days,
because he got this thingie whatsoever..
He just went to the office for a tiny miny time only..
JUST TO TAKE A LETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
plus, he is the boss so Im not so concerned..

But, my mom she's just..
haaaa~ I don't think Im able to continue,,

sorry..

what happen today a? wait2, flashbackkkkkkkk~~

hayyo heyya yorobun ^_^  How r u all today?

fine?? great?? well?? EXCELLENT!!!

so, today I woke up at about 10 (??) I guess, keke

Take my bath, put on my clothes and went out..

Today I went to Sunway Pyramid..

P/S: kalo agk2 muke sme ngn ak tu, ak la tu, PUAHAHAHA..

KAKI SAKIT

ADE ATI NK JEJLN LAGI!

anak spe nie? da tau skit g jln2 lg..

nie kalo xbole dance nex week mmpos ak..

then, jalan2 la..

pahtu mkn kt Fish Manhattan..

the food is not tat bad..

acceptable~

pastu, continue jln2 lagi..

then, tyme nie la yg start B2ST nie..

mse jln, ttbe rse susah nk napas..

so, diam2 ak duduk je la..

akk2 ak sume ingt ak sje nk dudok,

dorg bole lak xprsan ak nie cm nk mati da..

"Ya Allah! Sesungguhnya aku tidak mampu berkata-kate kepada keluargaku jika aku jatuh sakit, berikanlah aku kekuatan semasa aku jatuh sakit"

then, jln2 lagi dan jln2 lagi..

pastu buy a few stuff then g WC..

kahkahkahkah!!!

nk cite gak tu..

*nk peepee!!!! bwahahahahahaha..

pastu, ak stndard r g beli toys//bears..

then, balik rumah..

masok rumah lepak2, mkn kek ngn ayah..

trus tido smpai (??) xtau..

hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahaha...

bngn2, trus mkn..

xsnonoh btol ak ari nie..

ermm~

tu je kot..

klu ad pape, smbung lg..

hahahahaha..

e e easy go, ha ha hard to COME!! zue: penat gyle nk mmpos! :) ehe~

HAI HAI HAI HAI HAI HAI!!!!!!

zue  <-------------penuh dengan excited nk tulis blog ari nie :)

because I finally attend to MY B2UTYs OFFICIALgath..

klu stakat unofficial gath, tiap minggu pegi, kekeke..

bwt malu je 3rd gath, baru nk dtg..

*nyorok bwh meja smbil tulis blog*

mule2, pagi2 hari lg da bngn goreng chicken popcorn tok sume,

then, kemas2 r a few stuff to bring to the gath..

pahtu, bru la kua umah..

since xbreakfast lg so g McD drive thru jap, ehe~
mkn, mkn, mkn, mkn atas kete..

then, smpai Megan Ave, ingt Lyn unnie da smpai,

rupe2nye die x smpai2 lagi..hu~~

so, tunggu punye tunggu lagi tunggu..

10 tahun kemudian baru Lyn unnie dtg..

pastu, potpetpotpet jap then terus practise Mystery2..

after practise, potpetpotpet balik, kehkehkeh..

Miem2 unnie, Hani unnie n Lyn unnie sume JAHAT!

dorg bia kan JC unnie tunggu sorg2 kt "KLCC" <----seobie's

so, kte org pown gi la "KLCC"<----seobie's

then, jumpe la yg laen smbil2 tu tunggu jugak B2UTYS yg laen..

da sume smpai pegi kt the park..

Ice-BREAK IT, then makan,makan,makan+picture,picture,picture

da abes mengarut dngn B2UTYs terchenta yg laen..

g la Meg Ave semule cz nk smbng games n stuff..

zue <---lead gadis2 BEAST ke Meg Ave..

smpai kt citu, smbung blk potpetpotpet n mknmknmknmkn..

hahahahahohohohohuhuhuhuhihihihihehehehe..

then, smbil2 mkn tu kte org maen KOTAK BERACUN!
bongok gyle arh tyme tu!! perut suda TERpecah!

ngehngehngehngeh!!!!

zue kne wat imitation yg KK oppa sllu buat tu,

zue <----sorry guys x serious..

nk buat2 elok2 tp xreti nk sebut nme org tu..

eheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

after play that game,

kte org wt performance MYSTERY2 yg amat sngt la spontan! haha!

after that, yng laen2 pown join skli dance other songs..

tyme nk dkt abes tu, ramai2 dance BONAMANA n NOBODY!

nie yg ultra super BONGOK!!!

JC <---OUR DANCING DIVA!

then, take a few pictures and everybody else went home,

EXCEPT US, riri n myself!

we went to secret resipi first, hahaha..

then only, we went home!

so many things to shre but my hand are already cram..

it's sad that Hana unnie n her friend also Silla unnie had to leave early..

but beside that everything else was 100 FINE!

today's gath was totally awesome!

everybody was freaking JJANG!

i lubyu all so much!

P/S: dance dengan KAKI yg terlampau sakit,

come back and forth from Meg Ave->KLCC->Meg Ave

ari yg amat merenk! ke ak yg merenk? ouh~ tidakk2! saye amat normal :)

hai hai hai hai ! ! ! !

ape khabar sume kawan-kawan?

mesti merenk-merenk belaka, bukan?

tidak mengapa, saye suke org merenk!

zue <-----di vote as the Kraziest! *stooopid hee~~

*kene tepek kt muke sendiri, bwahahahaha

my day starts like usuall, pegi skewl..

pegi.maen.kutuk.maenlagi.kutuklagi.etc

then, ade latihan kebakaran kt skewl tp mcm *tut* jerw..

nie klu mse skola rndah, kompem2 kne bwt blk..

b4 ak turun da rentong dlu, sumpaa xtipu~

Then, smbong blja blk, sumpaa xde mood nk blja..

ak rse tche ckp sorg2 je td..

tyme mt xd cikgu, so g r wt editorial stuff jap..

then, rehat----------------

pahtu, blaja la lagi, smbung history n bm laksz~

bla . bla . bla . bla . bla . bla . bla . bla . bla

stay back lagi to help omma,

makan ice cream lagiiiieee~~~~ <---omma blajee :D

help out sikit, blablabla..

another POTPETPOTPETPOTPETPOTPET session,

hahahahahahhahahaha, who cares?

as long as we have fun, right guys?

then, omma anta balik like smlm..

KESIMPULANYE :

DUE ARI NIE MMG SONOK! :)

huuuuuuuuuuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaheehheheheheheeewuwuwuwuwuwuhaaaaaaaa~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,

gilo ke ape ak nie? ttbe intro gelak <----pengaruh Joker (JH) Oppa..

THURSDAY, 22nd.JULY.2010,

ari yg penuh dengn makna, CEWAHH!!!

mne de r, just bnyk bnde happen this day..

Firstly, cam bese r "bngn pagi, gosok gigi" je, <----tros g skolah..

mse chemistry wat experiment psl electrolysis,

gune Copper Sulphate!! sumpaa wane die lawa~ hahahaha..

and ya, sumpaa experiment pling xbest!

boring gyle experiment tu, nk tido rasenye tnggu mende tu,

walaupun experiment tu xbest still in love with the colour! bwahaha..

then, history, kne wat presentation..

ketar pale lutut ak dibuatnye, hahahaha..

naseb baek die kate bagos, fuhh~

n rse abit helpfull dpt explain kt the trios sebnyk sedikit..

pahtu, stay back jap..

have fun, buang mase bersame-same monkeyiszihh saye yg terchenta n omma trsyg..

dpt dngr sorg2 merapu2, mencarot2, mengossip2, mengutuk2 n segale nye..

also not to mention omma blaje ice cream, yummy~~

then, potpetpotpetpotpetpotpet sampai la smpai rumah!

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

P/S:bm bai! gyle la ak nie..
im proud of myself Im able to write so well in bm :p

Congrates Myd V, and to the little ones, WELCOME to the family :)

Firstly, Congratsz to V whom has become a Granny :p

At last, your precnancy theory was right..

Im so pround of u, hahahahaha..

You should be Veterinary than SAJARATUN,

kahkahkahkahkahkahkah :)

To my little ones, WELCOME TO THIS CRAZEE FAMILY,

Im sure you will have fun in this world :)

Meet me (da straight da, Yoseobie oppa da bwk ke jln yg BENAR),

and me (the not straight one)

SEEKING FOR MY CLANS'

Dear MBV FILE,

Im here today to talk about ME, MYSELF n I,

All about me and nothing about you guys..

It's my blog pown kan?

BWAHAHAHAHAHA :D

so, Im gonna talk about my behaviors nowdays,

I know it annoys u guys,

As much as it annoys you guys,

It irritates me even more!

I just can not help it, it came naturally..

I just don't know why Im always so sick!

The most common thing you guys will hear is,

-SAKIT KEPALE & PENING

-SAKIT PEROT

-XBOLE NAFAS & SESAK NAFAS

-SAKIT TEKAK & SELSEME & BATUK

And youg guys also often hear I say,

"amende cikgu mengarot nie"

"xpahm sehabuk pown cikgu cakap"

"cikgu mencarot seorang diri"

"cikgu nie buat ak pening ar"

"xbole concentrate r"

*i know u guys pown same,

klu bab2 mengutuk cikgu korg mmg geng ak number satu..

It has been very hard nowdays for me~

Everything is just so troublesome..

Yea, I know you guys wouldn't notice,

Until I say something, right?

Because I am such a two-faced person,

U won't notice my feelings until I tell you so,

Even IF I did tell, you guys wouldn't believe it..

Because like I say Im a two-faced person..

I couldn't be bothered pown..

*I AM STILL WONDERING WHY IM LIKE THIS

WARNINGGG!!!

hey everybody,

what are you all doing right now?

Im just kinda bored right now,

so, I was thinking of updating this blog,

but, the thing is I don't know what to update!

bwahahahahahahaha :)

Lemme just say what's up nowdays,

Im currently very very very busy..

Im very busy with the forum, school and also at home..

Which one I spend more time?

Isn't it obvious? hahahaha..

Ofcoz at the Forum..

School work is always the last thing to do,

Even if it's the last thing I can do at that time,

I will still not do it, kekeke ^_^

and, I've been sick too lately,

especially when Im at school,

Stakat SELSME, BATUK, SAKIT PALE+PEROT, SESAK NAFAS tu,

ari-ari kene, so not big thing pown

WARNING!

right now, Im 110% unorganized!

What Is It With Me Nowdays?

Honestly, I really don't know what is up with me nowdays..
I feel so unright, everything is just so bored n uninteresting..
I feel so tired, weak, no energy, and so sick.

I went to school but my mind is deffinately not there,
everything at school is just so b0red n making me have a headache..
I could not understand at all what the teacher's are teaching me,
Everything seems so complicated, even a simple question seem so difficult..
All my favorite subject have become ordinary for me..
Even ENGLISH n BIOLOGY seems to be so bored nowdays..
I don't even have an interesting topic to share with my friends..
huu~

I feel even more bored when Im home,
I don't even do my housemork, what more of homework..
My house is completely messy nowdays..
Not to mention my homeworks are like KLCC..

P/S: marah la klu nk, i have no energy to fought back.

Omma! r u sure about wha u r saying?

As you all know the article that I present was about,

"L0oking into depression"

Omma says:  

"depression... hmmm.... so unlike u.. u depressed? hehhehehhe.........."

Theres only one thing I can say regarding this,

You don't know me at all..

People will never know or understands me,

Nor will I make other understnds me,

It's a complicated life that nobody can ever understands,

That's why Im doing my best not to drag others along.

It's just that sometime I just can't seems

 to carry everythng all by myself,

That's why it leads me to,

HOT HEAD

HOT TEMPERED

BAD TEMPER

So, please don't try to understand me,

And please don't leave me..

I've live in a dark shell for 16 years now,

I need to get out.

What A Day? :(

My Day startes as usuall,

I woke up in the morning feeling lazy as always,

Iron my clothes n take my bath,

When I reached my school, only then I realised something,

I was suppose to read an Article at the Assemble..

WTFrogie frog? I Totally forgot about it! har har har!

Ya, It was bad since Im not prepared at all,

But, the good thing about it is, I have E with me all the time,

Thx syg! for letting me drag you to hell together gether, keke ^_^

Then, went to the class, rearrage everything and start learning like usuall,

Then, after recess I became so tired and sleepy,

After my teacher went out fr0m the class,

I put my head on the table and fell asleep but only for a few seconds,

I will wake up after every few seconds, I don't know why tho,

And who would have known, I end up having a very bad headache,

OMG! I was so painful that I thought It might kills me,

Thank God, V was not sick at that time,

So, I asked her to help me,

But, at the same time I also pity her,

She rotate to help us one after another,

Im 110% sure, she is frsking tired!

Sorry V and Thank You!

Also A Thx to MiMi for helping out too..

The KingKong Day

So, I wasn't allowed to go to the OU's event.

Ya, Obviously i was mad n upset,

I still can't get enough of them,

Plus, It was said that the OU's was much much better

Haish! Listening to the much much better really sucks!

But, nevermind, I'll meet them again One Day..

BEAST OPPAS FIGHTING! ^_^

The ULTIMATE SHOCKingkong Day! (Part 6, The Exclusive Showcase) ^_^

The EXCLUSIVE Showcase???

Is this suppose to be a joke?

Ok so, after the stupid scene,

I entered the hall, where the showcase is helded,

Since then, I was separated from My Unnies,

Who knows where the heck the are, huu~

So, I was alone the whole showcase..

To be honest, the show was TOTALLY AWESOME,

but the crowd was can really make me bullshiting there,

Can't blame them though, so nevermind..

BEAST oppas' came out with BEAST Is The B2ST,

I was like half dead already at that time,

The bass was sooo freaking c0ol!

I didn't expect they will do a performance with the song..

  

Then, like stated they will be performing,

Bad Girl, Mystery, SHOCK, Special, Easy, Oasis..

Easy is actually a great song but i just don't like sincere version,

Oasis performance was like always, Fan Service

It's a memorable moments for the choosen fan,

But for those who are not ch0osen SUCKS!

Hate it. Hate it. Hate it.

After all the preformances, they held a Fansign,

The fansign was even more "WTH"

NO HIGH5,

NO SHAKEHAND,

NO GIVE THE BOYS PRESENT BY HAND

NOT EVEN A STOP TO TALK TO THEM

What is this all about??

Are you trying to make me bullshiting?

So, the fansign was not that great after all,

This is all because of the stupid organizer,

But, I still have a 'small' memory with Yoseobie Oppa on stage,

Hahahahahahahaha, It was tooo cute at that time..

HIGHLIGHT AT THE SHOWCASE

Dongwoon Oppa's : Don't Pushh~

OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!

His "Don't Push" really grew on me :)